Showing posts with label chaneling. Show all posts
Showing posts with label chaneling. Show all posts

Tuesday, November 8, 2011

TRACI BRAY PSYCHIC MEDIUM

While visiting an old friend in Kansas City, Missouri I took the opportunity to consult another medium.  There were more to choose from than Tulsa and after looking at various websites I decided on Traci Bray. www.tracibray.com  I met with her on Sunday morning at Union Station since her office was unavailable.  We sat at a bench in a secluded area and at that time of the morning there were few people around so it was fairly quiet.  It was a little distracting for me but apparently not at all for Traci.  Fortunately she always provides a recording of her sessions.  I had been distracted having fun with my friends over the weekend and I forgot to check the batteries in my recorder which turned out to be dead. 

The first person to come through she told me worked around airplanes as a mechanic, flight engineer or attendant.  The only person I could think of was the father of a dear friend of mine who had been a mechanic for American Airlines.  Traci asked me if this man started working on planes in the military because the plane took on an olive color. (He did)  She asked if the name Jack or John was around the father.  (My friend did not know who she could be referring to but her father did have a grandfather named Jack) Traci asked if my friend has a young child or grandchild because she was shown a toddler.  (She does)  Traci also stated that she bet he really, really loved popcorn and in fact that did have some special significance to my friend.  When she was young she and her father would make popcorn and play chicken - they would take turns peeking under the lid until the first kernel popped then after the popcorn was made they would watch TV together and eat it.

Then Traci surprised me by asking if there was anything I wanted to ask him.  I had no idea what to ask him and felt totally unprepared.  Of course after thinking about it I have a lot of questions now but I was almost totally blank during the reading.  Never would I have thought this individual would come through but after thinking about why he did I think I know.  His wife is 91 and is very frail and on hospice.  I believe this was his way of letting his daughter know that he is around and aware of everything.  Good grief, he even knows what I am up to!

She asked if I knew a Frank or Francis or a priest who had passed.  I did not.

Traci asked if my dad had anything to do with architecture?  I said no.  She asked if he loved to read because the name Carnegie kept coming up and she would see it with an old library, which is why she thought he was some sort of an engineer or architect.  I told her he was an engineer.  She asked if he had lovely penmanship because she was seeing lovely writing and felt his signature was very important to him.  In fact my father did have lovely handwriting for a man and his signature was beautiful - (especially when compared to my husband's writing!)  Then she was seeing the Brooklyn Bridge and wanted to know if there was a New York connection for him and I said no.  Asked if  I been to New York recently and in fact I had made my first trip to New York City in April of this year.  She wanted to know if I had been over the bridge or through the tunnel.  I had not gone over the bridge but had been through the tunnel.

Then Traci saw a gun and asked if anyone owned one or was in law enforcement?  (Naturally I totally forgot about my nephew who is a boarder patrol agent!)   Was anyone around my husband who died of a gunshot?  Any siblings with guns?  At the time I responded no, but upon reflection later I realized that my father did have a cousin who was killed in WWII of a gunshot wound.  His cousin was in the Navy and was some sort of an engineer and they were out working on a bridge, I believe, when he was shot in the head by a sniper. She asked if the month of October was significant for my father.  Yes, he was born in October.  Then she asked me if I had any questions for him.  The only thing I could think to ask was what was he doing over there.  Impossible to validate but entertaining to listen to nonetheless.

According to Traci when she asked him what he was doing over there he pointed to a picture of a red, shiny convertible that was in Union Station and told her that he drives there and goes fast. Just what I would expect him to be doing if he could.  Cars were my father's favorite thing in life next to his familyThere were always stacks of Motor Trend and other car magazines next to his chair.   But then she said he was living with his mom and she was younger than when she died.  Not what I would have expected him to be doing.  My grandmother was wearing an apron with flour on it so Traci thought she must have been a good cook.  About that I have no clue. Asked if my father liked to fish because he is  fishing over there.  I don't know how much he liked to fish.  I remember he took me fishing once and I know when he was younger he went deep sea fishing.  So, although he never talked about going fishing I assume it was something he enjoyed.

Traci asked if my father had a brother who passed - No.  Did my mother have a brother passed? Yes.  Because she saw my father with someone who is a brother or brother like and in the same age group.  I would expect this to be Charlie Henderson, who came through in my reading with Brandie.  She asked if there was anyone with the initial B or L? No  She kept hearing the name Lyndell.  I never heard that name before.

I was then asked if I had an old boyfriend who passed away?  Yes - actually I had two who died but for some reason I only remembered one during the reading. Traci asked me his name and I told her it was Artie.  She asked me if he had cancer because she saw that he had something that went pretty fast like the flesh eating bacteria.  I didn't find out about Artie's untimely demise until a few years after his death and his obituary did not state the cause of death.  It also could have been Bill - I learned about his death a few years after he passed..

 Next she asked who the photographer was and that could have been my father or my sister.  She asked if I had a son and I don't.  Then she asked what kids I did have and I told her two daughters.  Did either of them model?  No.  She wondered if either of them had any professional photographs taken recently? My oldest daughter had recently been married and had a professional photographer at her wedding.  Traci said that my dad (or sister) was there trying to help the photographer to take perfect pictures.

Traci saw the presidents who are on money and wanted to know if I knew of anyone with the name of one of those presidents.  My father-in-law was named George. There were about five other points she asked about him that did not fit at all until she asked if someone around him was in the medical profession and George does have a son who is a pharmacist.

Interestingly, she asked if my mother-in-law's name was the middle name of one of my daughters and I said no.  She asked if my mother's middle name was given to my oldest daughter and that is correct.  Legally my mother did not have a middle name but always wanted one so she picked Elizabeth and for most of my life I thought that was really her middle name.

Traci asked if my mother died in her sleep or was she comatose and that is correct.  She saw that her care had been terminated (correct) and my mother related that she thought we did the right thing.  Then Traci saw clothes pins.  Go figure.

I was asked again if I had any questions so I asked the same one - what is she doing over there. Traci wanted to know if my mother played the organ or any instrument with a valve.  Never.   Traci saw bunches of embrodery thread and that my mother was around fabrics and threads.  That was surprising and spot on because my mother was amazing at making clothes.  She could copy anything we saw in a store. She could also upolster furniture like a professional.

On to the next person, Traci asked if I knew anyone with the name of Jennie, Jamie or Joannie - a name that started with J and ended with the y sound.  I told her yes - Judy.  Traci asked me how she died and I responded that she had died after an elective surgery that required only one day in the hospital.   She asked me if Judy had indicated before she went to the hospital that she was worried about the outcome.  Judy had never worried about having surgery before in the past and the surgery she was going to have was very common.  However, weeks before she went to the hospital she was leaving instructions with her daughters in the event she did not make it through surgery.

Traci asked if Judy's husband traveled for work.  No -  Did Judy travel?  Oh yes, and when not traveling she was planning on where to go next.  Did she love seafood?  Judy adored shrimp. Do I have any questions for her?  Same one I always asked - what is she doing over there?  I was astonished when the first word out of Traci's mouth was "art" and sewing projects.  Judy was an artist.  Had Judy been into women's rights?  Heaven's no.  Any survivors around her named Bryon or Bryce?  No.

At this point Traci started asking about different people, none of whom were connected to me.  There was someone who loved racing fast cars; Gene, a funny guy with a mustache;  a gambler who got lucky a lot; someone with the last name of Klein; a Jack or a John.

Since we were now getting nowhere she asked me who I wanted to hear from so I asked her to see if she could connect with a woman I had known, Karen.  This connection turned out to be extremely accurate.  The first thing Traci said about Karen was that she was philantrophic and that she donated time and volunteered a lot. That was definitely Karen who was a social worker at a hospice and  she did donate countless hours.  Traci saw a kitchen aid mixer then a drill - not sure what that was supposed to mean.   But then she saw a stringed instrument and that was significant - Karen's husband played guitar in a band.  Traci saw sticky buns and wanted to know if Karen loved sweets.  Absolutely  Traci mentioned a few other things that I really did not know if they were correct or not.

Traci asked if she had died from an illness and I said yes.  Then I was absolutely shocked when Traci said "it was her brain, wasn't it."  Karen died from a brain tumor.  Then came another shock when Traci said "Karen says see you later alligator."  Karen used to say that a lot.

In this reading Traci was spot on about a lot of things but there were also a lot of things that she wasn't.  At a glance I would say she is at least over 60% accurate, but for now that is just an estimate, it could be higher. It was harder to estimate her accuracy because she asked many more questions then I was used to during a reading and came up with a lot of names that had no connection to me. She had a somewhat different method of reading as compared to Brandi and that takes an adjustment on my part to get used to.


Monday, April 4, 2011

PSYCHIC MEDIUM JUSTIN

Finally, for the first time in my life I had a reading with a psychic medium.  Naturally I had hoped and prayed for a dramatic, detailed and accurate reading with specific names, dates and certain events in my life.  Not surprisingly, I guess, that was not to be.  I didn't think it was a total waste of time, however, because I could relate to some of the things he told me he was seeing.  Whether or not the information from actually communicating with those who have passed on or his own insight and intuition I will never know for certain.  But it is fun to speculate!

Justin is a very personable, down to earth, 30 something man of Italian heritage.  He is very easy going and immediately put me at ease.  The reading was conducted at his home where I met his wife and outgoing five year old son.  We sat in the kitchen for the reading which added to the relaxed atmosphere.  Justin explained to me that he gets messages mainly by being shown pictures, like a psychic pictionary.  He meditates before the reading asking those who have passed over to use parts of his life, if they so desire, to help him relate to what message they are trying to communicate.  He has been giving readings for ten years now and doesn't really advertise except for his website.  At $40 a hour he is the most reasonably priced medium I have found.  He lives in a lovely home with a pool so obviously he is employed elsewhere.  If someone needs a reading but cannot afford it, he will do it for free. (I haven't found anyone else who will do that yet.)

Before channeling the spirits, Justin began by giving me an Angel card reading.  I had never heard of Angel cards, but apparently they are a positive alternative to Tarot cards - there is nothing negative in them.  The reading from the cards was basically general and fairly accurate but things that could be applied to most mothers, so it would be difficult to say that it was psychic rather than intuition.  The main purpose of the Angel card reading is to set the stage, more or less, and to help open up a positive channel.


As he began to channel, Justin said there were several spirits present; an older male and another male and one female.  Immediately he was shown the letter J - - the letter that my sister's name begins with and who I most wanted to hear from.  I asked if it was for a male or female and Justin didn't know, all he saw was the older male acknowledging the letter J.  (I was being careful not to give much information.)  Immediately he was shown a motorcycle - which totally confused me.  I asked if it related to the J name and told him I didn't know of anyone who had passed with a motorcycle. 

[I do have a cousin, who at age 73 bought his first motorcycle and is extremely proud of it; as evidenced by his photo taken with it by a professional photographer and posted on facebook as his profile photo.  I wondered later if perhaps it was my father coming through and acknowledging that I had visited this cousin after not seeing him for fifty years.  My sister with the J name and I had talked for years about visiting this cousin.  Finally, a couple of years after my sister's death I decided to drive the 600 miles and see him.  As far as I know he is still living, at least he was a couple of months ago . . . I guess I'd better check.]

The older male presence was pointing from himself then to his side which indicated that someone was named after him.  [That would be my brother.]  Justin asked if this male had cancer [yes] and mentioned a cancer scare [maybe my brother who had thyroid cancer].  The presence was showing a white cake, which is supposed to acknowledge a birthday or anniversary within a month [my wedding anniversary is in seven weeks].  Then, out of the blue, Justin is shown a Lexus.  I had no idea what that meant nor did I know anyone who had one.  He also is shown a plane going from "here to here" - back and forth.  [I do travel a lot.]

Justin is then shown a child that is moved around a lot, which made the child feel disconnected.  I told him that made sense.  He saw that I had worked with the child.  Then the presence switches gears and acknowledges the cook [could be my mother in law or son in law].  Again, Justin saw the the male presence was with a female and two other males.  Then Justin states that they make him feel like I've been the glue that holds the family together and no one acknowledges it.  One thing was clear to Justin, he saw me going from here to there problem solving and correcting and "stuffing it down." [Very accurate for me at times or the skeptic could say that was a typical mother.]


[I then told him the child that who is moved around a lot would be my youngest daughter who had a drug problem.  We had sent her east to a rehab in Tennessee, then home where she relapsed a few months later, after which we sent her west to a half way house in Arizona and she has moved several different times while there.   The plane Justin sees going back and forth is probably me going back and forth to  Phoenix  from Oklahoma over the last three years. (Thanks to Southwest Rapid Rewards.)  In fact, I had only been back from Phoenix a couple of weeks at the time of the reading and in ten days I am going to Washington D.C. with a couple of friends, so that is pretty much back and forth over the country.]

Randomly, Justin was shown a teddy bear and wanted to know if that was significant in any way.  I said no.  Then he mentioned the 16th, which he said could be an age or date. [At the time I thought it was my dad's birthday, but I was mistaken.  Instead I realized later that on April 16th I will be in New York City for the first time in my life with my two best friends for the first time in their lives.  A very special day for us indeed!]

Then finally the woman presence presents herself strong [like I had asked my sister to].  She appeared to be the cook [sounds more like my mother in law] and was a stern disciplinarian [definitely not my sister].   But, then Justin says she is referencing "eyes" and asked if she had a problem with her eyes.  I told him there was no problem with her eyes but that did make sense to me.

[I did not tell Justin until later that before coming to the reading I had asked my sister to come through with something specific and that she could refer to our last trip together when we went through several states - Illinois, Indiana and Iowa.  I told her the medium worked by seeing pictures and she could show him eyes for the letter I, if she couldn't get across the specific states.]


At this point Justin tells me that he cant make much of anything out.  He said "it's like they don't want to talk to me.  Like they are very private."  He had difficulty getting anything for the rest of the reading, but he did come up with a little more.

Some random things:  A Vietnam vet [maybe an old boyfriend who may or may not have survived Vietnam.]  Who is the M name and not connected to the vet and who has allergies really bad [I had no clue. My maiden names starts with M and my paternal grandfather had severe allergies, but Justin thought it was a first name.]

He is shown a house with a wooden fence and tree in front with a blue buick (older, big tank of a car) in a suburban neighborhood.  A tire swing.   [No clue.] 

Then he gets a bit more accurate:  I was asked who is the scrapper - the fiesty one who would fight, the R name is coming through.  I responded that my husband has a name that begins with R.  Justin asked if he had a short fuse with we first met and I mellowed him out.  [More or less, took many years.]  I told Justin that my husband wrestled in high school and retired undefeated and he thought that qualified as a scrapper.  [I didn't tell him that my husband won a gold medal in the Mexican Olympics in 1968.  Who knew Mexico had Olympics?]

Other random images were:

 A little dog, a brown lab. [My brother in law recently lost a Jack Russell Terrier and four or five years ago lost a chocolate lab.]

The 12th (day or month) - I told him my birthday and my sister's birthday were in December (as were my mother's and her mother, and a niece). 

He saw the teddy bear again and I asked what color it was and he responded that it was just an ordinary brown teddy bear. 

He was shown a pair of wings - not a bird - just the wings that popped out of a tattoo.  [My youngest has wing jewelry and clothes with wings on them and wants a bird tattoo.  I better ask her if she ever got it.]

A Menorah and Christmas tree were shown together.  [My husband is catholic and his best friend is Jewish.  Lately they have been meeting for dinner once a week after work.]

Who passed in a car accident or impact - some sort of trauma.  [No clue.]


He is shown the color purple. [Means nothing to me.]

He sees Cat Kora (?) from Iron Chef.  [I like the food network but never watch Iron Chef.] 


Last of all, he asked me "who is Phil?"  I told him I didn't know anyone named Phil.  


As Justin walked me to my car he apologized for not being able to give me a more accurate reading.  He said he had this problem just a few other times, when the other side did not particularly want to communicate with him.  I assured him that there were some things that I thought were specific and I had enjoyed the reading anyway.  He asked me to let him know if I remember something that would make more sense out of some other things in the reading and I agreed to let him know.


The most accurate parts of the reading for me would be his vision of the child being moved from here to there.  Justin told me later that the reason he got that was because he was shown a scene from his life; when he was five and living in New York,  he was taken out of school by a social worker and taken to a foster home.  He was being taken away from his mother because of her drug problem.  It makes sense to me that this would be something that my father -or any other relative - would bring up.

Then the letters J and R definatly had meaning.  But were they good guesses from his subconscious or was he actually receiving visions of letters from my deceased loved ones?  Seeing a plane going from here to there was sort of specific as was the 16th.  Connecting the letter R with the scrappy one was pretty good . . .

And then there was the reference to the eyes, which to me were specific, although to a skeptic it might not be.


I am a believer and a skeptic . . .

Sunday, March 27, 2011

FINDING A PSYCHIC MEDIUM

For years I have wanted to consult a psychic medium. I've watched countless episodes of John Edward's Cross Country and Psychic Detectives, read a few books, and still I am not entirely convinced there are people who can actually communicate with the dead.  I doubt because it seems too good to be true and the only way to know for sure is to have a reading from someone claiming to be a psychic medium that gives me information that he or she could not possibly know, like the weird name of my grandmother.  (No one could ever guess that one.) 

Last year I attended a show of a well know psychic medium, Lisa Williams.  I had been impressed with her show on Lifetime, unfortunately I was not as impressed when I saw her in person.  How did I know whether or not the people she read for in the audience were working for her?  And, unlike her television shows, she did not come up with a specific name or details of an event that could be specific for just one person. Nor did she reduce anyone to tears. The only specific information she gave was a number, which turned out to be the number of a football jersey belonging to a young man who had passed.  Not bad, but not enough for me.

I have decided not to put it off any longer -  I will make an appointment with a psychic medium.   Actually, not just one, I want to go to as many as I can afford and my goal is to see two or three a month so I can compare readings.  I will start with a couple in town then go to neighboring states.  When I visit my daughter in Arizona I will go to one or two there and anytime I go on vacation I will try to see one.  I'm going to Washington D.C. in a few weeks so I am going to try to find someone reasonably close to where I am staying.  My hope is that someday I will find someone who will really be able to contact those I've loved and lost.

To avoid any possibility of anyone being able to retrieve information about me online I will not use my real name - I am going to use my maiden name so if anyone wanted to google me they would not find out a thing. (I've been married over 30 years.) If they were to google my maiden name they would discover that one woman is incarcerated and there is a petition going around to keep her in prison; another is a dermatologist and then there are several links to several different Facebook pages. That's random enough.  I will always use my cell phone since it will come up on caller ID as "unknown."  


The next step was to find someone to go to which took me almost a week.  After searching on the internet I discovered a website that was a good resource for finding psychics listed by state, www.bestpsychicdirectory.com is where I found the first medium to start with. This website was started by Bob Olsen, a licensed P.I. with a degree in criminology. He went on his own search for answers and after going to probably over 100 psychic mediums he has a list of the ones he thought were the best. The majority of those he had readings with are located in the east, with a few in Texas.  He had not seen anyone in Oklahoma.  Another of his websites is www.bestpsychicmediums.com where he has more detailed information about his readings with his favorite psychic mediums.  If you live in the eastern United States you will have more to choose from.

My first appointment will be with Justin.  I sent him an email expressing my interest and inquiring about his rates.  He wrote back a couple of days later and said he doesn't have a set price, just takes donations because he knows how hard it is for most people in this economy to work a psychic into their budget.  He is available for readings weekdays after 4:00 and weekends after 2:00.  That works for me, so I called him today but got his voice mail. I left a message and my cell number and asked that he call back.  I should be able to see him this week.


Tomorrow I am going to buy a digital voice recorder to record each reading. At middle age my short term memory sucks so a recorder is essential.  I know nothing about them so I looked at Best Buy online and found a couple that  thankfully were not expensive - about $45 and $65.  I will splurge on the $65 one.

UPDATE - Well it's two years later and I have learned some things about mediums.  First is that the mediums didn't have to give me anyone's name for me to be convinced of who they were describing.  Second is that sometimes a comment won't mean anything to me during a reading, but sometime later when listening to a recording of the reading the light will go on in the attic and I will have an OMG moment.  And sometimes even the best mediums can't get a link or lose it sooner than you would like.  Most importantly, however, is I have learned that somehow, some people can connect with a deceased loved one or make a connection with something that provides personal information about my family members that they have no way of knowing.  When visiting mediums I used my maiden name that I have not used in 35 years, and I paid in cash.

Posts for the best readings I have had are on 4/12/11, 5/30/11, 7/15/11, 11/8/11 and 10/25/12.